...........LIFE AS WE STAY APART..........

I always have believe to one quotations.............."don't take life too seriously, nobody makes it out alive anyway"..................have always followed and lived and led mah life as nematopores......to simplify....as someone who have never actually cared why and how somethings i did in my life can affect my future.......

.......................well they haven't affected me yet......................but sometimes.....this quotations actually doesn't work............sometimes it seems life is an abyss of darkness....which just has an bottomless ending.......then am actually pissed off with life............i guess i know life hasn't been given for granted by God.......even if life has a responsibility over us............we too have a responsibility over life......

.....................not once or twice not even for 20 times i have felt this.....but it would have been like 5 times a year.....i had this feeling.........

....nothing seems to be at its right position.....nothing seems to be beautiful.........this moment makes me feel as if i have been at a wrong place, at a wrong time, with a wrong person.......in a wrong situation............even being someone with the capability to live doesn't seems luckier to me................

..............i have more often tried to ask the reason about this feeling to my mother........my mom....who even if a magistrate had psychology as one of her subjects....says that...virtue has got lots to do with this...........virtue that i am alone even if am not.....virtue of being wrong at every part of my life while taking any decision.........

....it was today 19th jan 2011.....i had the same feelings.......kaushik was there with me....we were having classes......when i realised am acquiring this grief feeling again.....i left mah class and came back to mah room....and wrote this...blog...though it did no good to my feelings......................

...........but i still believe........."

IF YOU LOOSE HOPE, SOMEMHOW YOU LOOSE THE VITALITY THAT KEEPS LIFE MOVING, YOU LOOSE THAT COURAGE TO BE, THAT QUALITY THAT HELPS YOU GO ON INSPITE OF IT ALL. AND SO TODAY I STILL HAVE A DREAM".........

31ST DEC.........AND UDIT AND KAUSHIK'S BIRTHDAY BLAST....

..........our endterm exams were over........................31st dec and 1st jan....both special days for all in this world.......+ for us ....its a little special........it says kaushik's and udit's birthday......

................ummm they decided to give a combined party on 31st night.......we all went to the party spot....enjoyed.....aur pait puja bhi kar li.............yummy  too delicious dinner was it...after long exam gap.......

...then it was the last night of 2010 year...........so obviously we needed to enjoy that last night of our outgoing year........udit brought a cake..umm......vanilla with pineapple toppings as per i remember........then slowly it began with a decent cake party........gradually our wildness tempted us to start applying cake as an facial cream at everyone's face...and thus we started the photoshoot of the millennium......                                                                                                                

.......haann(sigh**)////////too tiring but...too enjoying night it..was........anyways.....thats all folks....see ya.....

                       ZOINKS**

........JOURNEY BACK TO SHARDA FROM HOME BY RAJDHANI........

........... well it was time we were to return from home after our midterm break.....almost all came together leaving me......i arrived by flight as they already booked the ticket.......well hard luck for me that i couldn't enjoy...............

  blending wonders from train view

.............so the journey started from Jorhat when Sagneek boarded the train first followed by others from their respective areas.......as i wasnt there may be i wont be able to give quite synonymatic description of their experience ....surely next time am gonna avail this chance......

prady,kaushik,rahul,sagneek

...................as per i remember i arrived hostel a day prior to them......gosh too boring was that dau for me....without any wifi connection.......

......all of them arrived by the next night.......ooh...forgot....sagneek arrived even before i did...LOLzzz......guess how boring it could be for him to be here alone at the whole of the hostel....:P

.....so everyone arrived hostel by 10 pm....ya quite late due to some traffic jam..i guess..........hmmm to hard day it was ...for me to spend the day alone...and for them to have such an hazelled journey continuous for 28 hours....